So here goes again....(I even once had a psychologist say I could do a blog which would be like keeping a diary of my feelings anyways, and I could leave it so only I read it)..
So no... I didn't go to uni but I am studying what I wanted to do and so far so good. My class is a little bit diverse though, we range from the ages of 16 to 50 and we all come from different walks of life and makes for some interesting arguments!
Today is one of those awful days where I have NOTHING to do, I live in this town with no friends to catch up with, my shift was cancelled at work today, my only company in the household (a lorikeet) died the other day and it is extremely quiet and thought provoking. I don't care to be left alone with my thoughts very often... it just creates havoc! So i've been listening to and downloading music from my favourite boy band from when I was a teen cause it makes me feel good... (feeling pathetic right about now).
So I sit here typing up this thing and wonder "what the hell am I doing" seriously. I am definitely not interesting in anyway and have nothing interesting to type about. But i'm doing it anyways. I do have this great boyfriend in this town though which is the reason I came to be here in the first place, but how long can u stay for them when u feel suffocated and they think u r joking when u suggest moving to somewhere else. So the decision from my end though is, finish the course get the certificate/diploma and then follow your career, which I will more than likely have to move for anyway because I seem to be studying something where I will have to wait for people to die to get into a job in it.
One more rant though - what is with the friggin people on facebook that have these " I love life", "Life is so good right now" statuses, my question is "is it really"? or r we trying to impress some people?
So signing out now for a second time to go and listen to some AWESOME uplifting teen style music!
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